I realise that im not happy this few months, smile on my face decrease and decrease day by day....I hate to love somebody secretly. Once, I thought im different from others , I wont fall in love with someone in my university life, but i din expect that before I graduate, i still fall in love with someone, and still, he is someone that i have to really forget after i graduate, as i will go back to Sabah and I wont have any contact with him anymore....
I wish everyday i wake up, he will not appear in my mind, like now...as long as my eye still open, he keep appearing in my mind, his things keep appearing in my mind, all the hurts and bad memory
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Is he worth for me to keep thinking every minute...im so stupid, his heart never on me...everyday i open his fb profile,and watch and watch, although nothing to see, but still, it has become a routine task for me everyday.
I want to forget him, i truly understand and believe that, i wont be and never be inside his heart, his heart belonged to someone.I hope i can meet another one ,so i can forget him...~
Aiyo...nowadays with Facebook you won't have to worry about not being able to be in touch with each other after graduating ma :D
ReplyDeleteI'm friends with this couple from my college days: one in New Zealand (though he just got back to Malaysia), the other in the US. They both met each other in KL: one was a college lecturer, the other a student in the same college. After she graduated and he left the college to further his education in New Zealand, they both continually kept in touch with each other until this day. It's been 5 years since.
So, don't give up!
hehe....just sad cannot meet face to face..but like wat u say, through facebook also enough dy...=)
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